busy but fulfilling life

I'm spending busy but fulfilling life.

Always sleep, research, Internet surfing, sometimes seeing friends.

below figure is percentages of my activities in a month.

tomorrow is school festival which is my last school life.
I'll go with my parents.

one day,

my seniors said to me,
"we can't imagine you were fat. we wanna see."

so I asked my mom
"Do you have pictures when I got very fat in Australia?"

then...

I said "when I was fat", not  "clumsy".

oh my god!! who is it !!??

Anyway I was fat when I was 2nd year in high school.
I was 5●kg weight and 153cm tall.
I was spending poor younger days.

the fatter I get, the slitter my eyes get.

however, my seniors looked at the picturesa and
said
"wow, you in the pictures seem to be a different person,
 but the only your eyes are same."

it made me disappointed.

new environment

I am preparing for new home,
yesterday, I carried bed to the new room by myself.

It was so heavy that I had back trouble.

the room has wider passageway and more storage than the one I live now.

however, I can't use the electricity, gas, and water yet.

the room is dark.
I remembered this article and felt scary.

『不動産物件紹介ページにやばいのが写ってる』
there are something scaring on a picture about real estate introduction.
http://matomattaare.blog.fc2.com/blog-entry-211.html



I ate French with my seniors.
It was expensive but very delicious.

I had caviar for the first time.

comparing to dish, plate is too large.

Star Spangled Banner

Black women's singing power is unlimited.

Whitney Houston singing Star Spangled Banner.

I ache for Beyonce's nice body beyond Japanese slender girls.

2 times post in a low !

this is my favorite ocean !! "manzamou"

the contract of my condominium expired this month,
so I decided to move to other room anytime soon.
because the kitchen in my room is too small, so is storage.

I am exited^^
I will go to real estate tomorrow.

everybody please come to my new house!

the contract of my condominium expired this month,
so I decided to move to other room anytime soon.
because the kitchen in my room is too small, so is storage.

I am exited^^
I will go to real estate tomorrow.

everybody please come to my new house!

funny gif movie

http://vipsister23.com/archives/6014179.html

please check the gif movie ! very funny !

civil engineering girls

there are only a few months left until graduation.
I had not expected such an enjoyable school life
before moving to Tokio.

I am 4th grade now.
due to the job hunting and research,
4th grade was the most difficult period for me.

now I have gotten a job offer,
I am very suffering from research.
it's too hard !!


※sorry, below are my complaints in laboratory(>_<)


my biggest stress factor is doctoral senior.

he is very attitudinal to me
and gives a shout just for the reason that
I don't know the chemical reaction formula of chlorine and water.

H2O　＋　Cl2　→　HCｌ　＋　HCｌO

but..
I had a discussion with professor and him today.
he suddenly became bearish,
almost saying nothing.
he only says "yes...yes..." in a small voice.
how much he scare of the professor.

the discussion was uncomfortable,
since he didn't speak at all, I tried to say something.

I have to buy BIOHAZARD 6

I went to experimental room today

and made culture fluid until 21 o'clock.

I had no holidays this week(>_<) 

my doctoral senior said

"since you finished job hunting, you have more time,

 so also come here on holidays."

I said "No!!"

compared with last year,

the conditions of my ideal marriage partner has changed.

now I am not hung up about men's appearance. 

my ideal husband in the future is...

・a man who can support each other with me

 whenever I or he faces difficulty.

・fun guy to be around

・single-minded person

・over 180 centimeters tall and very macho body like Kenshiro.

・a man whose face is hyde

my partner has to satisfy all the conditions above.

however,

I am not a woman who matches such a guy,

so I wanna improve myself in term of both appearance and character.

but in conclusion, my type is a man whom I love.

mmmm... very difficult to express my opinion in English.

I have to practice more.

nice weekend^^

today was Holiday, but I made a presentation of my research at lab.
I was trying hard making slides at night,
but I slept almost before I realized that.

the next morning...

"what time !!!!???? already 7:30 !!!????
 I haven't taken shower, haven't finished preparing for presentation!!"

I made powerpoint during avery break, lunch time.
I couldn't eat lunch >_<

however, everybody was doing at the last minutes like me.

tired～～～～～～～；；

after finished everybody's presentation,
we went to broiled meat party!
seniors congratulated my getting job offer.
I enjoyed drinking beer!!

good night♪

OH ! Gackt is on TV now !!

I'll go to bed after watching Gackt.

running around the Imperial Palace for 2 laps!

I went to running with my seniors of IAESTE volunteer group.

one lap is 5km.
we ran 2 laps.

but at 4km
I had a terrible stomachache in my side.
at first I tried to stand for it,
but finally ran out and walked a little.


but I continued to run. I showed my spirit.
finished one lap, and ran another lap!

even I was running slowly, I felt suffer.

friend R "there is 2 km to go! hold on !!"

NIDEKO "still 2 km left !? ok ><  "

friend "if you reach that light over there, you can reach the goal."

NIDEKO "yeah! just a bit more!!"

friend R "sorry, the goal is further. HAHAHA"

NIDEKO "nooooooo;;;;; (depression)"

Finally I complete the full distance!
I feel accomplishment, but really tired.


on my way home, I had beef-on-rice-dish at first food chain,
but I couldn't eat all.

I got a serious mental damage, so I have no appetite now.

I went home feeling sick and fatigue.

I am very underweight now.
in the past, I wanted to lose weight and went on a diet,
but now I want to gain weight.
I can't eat so I lose weight even I don't want to.

Camp in Karuizawa.

I went to camp with my laboratory members in Karuizawa.
It was 3 days and 2 nights.

We enjoyed drive, volleyball, drinking party, walking, and shopping in outlet.
I don't remember how much drink whiskey, wine, and sake.

During the drinking party, we did Tokyo Loop Line game, whinch is popular amang unibversity students.
My laboratory members are too good.

We continued to drink after professor went to bed,
and took a walk in the midnight.

We were playng table tennis.
The students who is not my laboratory member talked to me.
They were really drunk.

"How about my muscles. Which do you like, me or him ?"

I answered
"mmm... you neet to eat more."

next day,
I heared from doctoral student that
The students who is not my laboratory member was singing in the midnight,
"Waseda～～♪Waseda～～♪ ".
(Waseda is the name of my Universty.)
I shouted "Shout uuuuuuuuuup !!!!!!",
but I didn't remember, because I drank too much.

I asked the doctor,
"Is that really me?"
he answerd "I'm sure it was you, because of  Kansai accent."


On the final day, we were driving to Tokyo.
Suddenly a rock hit the tire and get flat on highway.

We were very amazed, but it was also a good memory.

look at my swollen arm...

I don't know why.
My arm is getting bigger day by day.

I'm really depressed now.

since I become 4th grade,
I have faced many difficulties.

job hunting,
exam
human environment

I don't wanna say that,  I have not decided career options.
I often think I have no value, no ability.
really feel inferiority

please don't  think, "she does not try hard enough."
I just don't know what to do.

I am really sad now.
I still don't wanna meet my friends.

long time no drawing

I met a person who designs Disney land attraction.

He is a designer and made some attraction of Disney land and sea!!

I showed some of my drawings to him.

He praised me very much and I felt like drawing again!!

I wish I could work for his company...lol

I really love Shakira.
I love her Latin music since I was 14 years old.

She was very difficult to draw.
I couldn't drew her face symmetrically.

My sugar gliders

Plate rack suddenly broke at 2 am loudly.
Many plates wete broken,

so I went to home center and buoght new rack.
It was 3000 yen >_<

I put rice steamer and pot directly on the floor,
but I move them to rack, felt better.

By the way these syringes in upper picture are cheap sweets
I like in my childhood.
Are there someone who know this sweets?

 

I change a topic a lot.

I feature my suger gliders.
Their name are "Momo-tarou" 

NIDEKO "Momo-tarou is cute ^p^　I update these pictures on facebook ^q^"

Mother "No !! We can see our room is cluttered from pictures. You have to trim away at first."

NIDEKO "" この生活感があるのがいいんやろが！」

母「生活感って言葉、嫌いや！この写真とかバックに糊が転がってるやんか！」

なんでおかんはこう見栄っ張りなんや

I had a scary dream.

but the door started to clattered !!
even though I live in an auto-rocked condominium.
and the door opened !!

I woke up.
I really felt scary...

I wonder why I had such a dream like stalking.
I searched on Internet.

then, I found that
"that means, there is someone around you
 who is planning to do something bad to you."

looking after the lab now

today's lunch☆
gooey saladρ( ^ｏ^)b_♪♪
I love gooey food(^o^)


since I have to do maintenance experiment machine,
I come to university even on holiday(￣∇￣*)

water treatment technology is difficult to understand,
but I want to master !!

English literature about denitrification is too difficult for me.

2 days ago, I was doing experiment from morning to 18 o'clock.
yesterday, I was made to read unknown English literature for 2 hours.
my brain got tired.

after that, I washed experiment instruments.

wash by tap water 3 times
↓
put them in sound wave washing machine for 10 minutes
↓
wash by tap water 5 times
↓
wash by distillated water 3times
↓
put them into heater or drying machine


I was made to do them again just touch directly inside instruments by hand.ww

too morbid love of cleanliness!!

distressed

I have difficulty in doing job hunting.

I t is already May now. There are few chances.

as same as my friends around me,
I want to get a job offer from a big company,

but there are too many competitions. so I fail.

I feel pressed because some people already get a job offer from big companies.


Today, I did experiment at lab today,
I got too tired, I don't wanna continue research at graduate school,,,

I can stop job hunting and enter graduate school,
but I wanna do neither job hunting again nor research,

and those who studied at graduate school don't necessarily go to the good company.

I have too many distress about job hunting, entrance exam, study.

I saw a dream of Michael Jackson.

I saw a very romantic dream on the other day.

When I entered the college, Michael Jackson came to my college for live tour.
and I was fall in love with him.

It was pure love.

We enjoyed date in Yoyogi Park, playing with dog, and talked a lot,

but in June, he died.

3 years later, I found a message from him.
it was written on blank space of Cup Noodle lateral.

I didn't remember well, but the message was
"I really enjoyed with you.  I'll never forget you."

After reading the message, I woke up.
It was a dream.
I was a little disappointed.

As soon as I woke up, I drew a portrait of Michael Jackson.

(´△｀)

March!!

It snowed a lot Yesterday.

Since my boyfriend had job interview near my house,

I met him and drank a lot at HUB and Saizeriya.

At HUB, I practiced job interview with him.

He always advice about job hunting for me.

We were drunk.

updating a blog in a while !

 I was saving a lot of pictures and articles.

I ate it near the Ikebukuro Station.

"Buto-ka" is popular near Waseda station.

I ate at "Tenka-Ippin"today on my way home from job seminar.

Whenever I went to job seminar at Tokyo Station,
I eat Anmitsu at "Mihashi" .

Whenever I go to job seminar at Shinjuku Station,
I also eat Anmitsu.

Today, I went to water treatment company,

and on my way home,

I went to college to see if I passed the exam or not.

I was very very stressed.

but.....

My ID number was found in the exam passer list !!!

Very happy^^

Now I don't have to be worry about graduation♪

I must be able to graduate in 4 years!!

Tomorrow, I will have job interview with a recruiter.

I am gloomy now.