distressed

I have difficulty in doing job hunting.

I t is already May now. There are few chances.

as same as my friends around me,
I want to get a job offer from a big company,

but there are too many competitions. so I fail.

I feel pressed because some people already get a job offer from big companies.


Today, I did experiment at lab today,
I got too tired, I don't wanna continue research at graduate school,,,

I can stop job hunting and enter graduate school,
but I wanna do neither job hunting again nor research,

and those who studied at graduate school don't necessarily go to the good company.

I have too many distress about job hunting, entrance exam, study.