I'm really depressed now.

since I become 4th grade,
I have faced many difficulties.

job hunting,
exam
human environment

I don't wanna say that,  I have not decided career options.
I often think I have no value, no ability.
really feel inferiority

please don't  think, "she does not try hard enough."
I just don't know what to do.

I am really sad now.
I still don't wanna meet my friends.